The Life of A Dreamer

The thing that makes me upset the most, is when people think they’re better than for who knows what reason, and proceed to treat me like I’m nothing and know less then they do when they are younger than I am. I’m not the best, nor do I claim to be. I am who I am. You can accept that and move on with your life, or you can waste your energy talking down to someone who couldn’t care less. You have no power or control over me or anyone else. The only things you have control of are yourself and your future.

This news is weighing on my heart, dragging it down to the depths of a bottomless pool of black water. If I could tell my parents, I would probably start floating back towards the surface, slowly but steadily.

this is formerly radically-unique. i just wanted a change. soooo…. now, i’m follow-your-heart-and-dreams

my blog’s name and layout has also been changed. it used to be Starshine. now, it’s The Life of A Dreamer. 

just thought i’d let you know so you won’t be looking at your dash wondering who this  follow-your-heart-and-dreams person is.. :)

i’ve pretty much felt like this all day.. distant, and alone.. 

10. i’m 19. i look younger but i am 19. 20 in december. 

9. i hate formal affairs. i would much rather go somewhere in jeans and a tank top. 

8. i don’t follow trends. i am my own trend-setter. 

7. i am self concious to a point i know i need exersize but i’m too lazy to do it. 

6. i am an anime addict. i have to watch some kind of anime every night before i go to bed. 

5. i hate romance novels, movies, shows, etc. BLEH! who wants to know about that? i mean really. give me blood, guts, and action please!

4. i am considered overweight for my height.. i am 140lbs and 5’ 1”

3. i hate shoes. i mean i love my converse and sneakers and some heels, but i would rather be barefoot. 

2. i don’t use brand name anything (except my converse). generic is cheaper, and works better most of the time. 

1. i love fast food. i love hamburgers especially. unf. gimme that and i’ll be happy. i am a super picky eater too, but i really like to go to mcdonalds and get like a mcdouble and a mcchicken, and a large sweet tea. mmmm best lunch ever. :)

reblog if you’re not afraid to tell your followers 10 things. 

Lots to do today! :)

it comes at many different times. right now i have been worrying about fetch-sluts for hours and i got on and found out she’s alive!! i am literally crying because i am so happy. her mom found her. i am so happy. thank you everyone for your help whether she reads the comments or not (i imagine she has quite a few) but i think we all helped save her by believing in her. i don’t know what else to say.